"in all chaos there is calculation" -Lorde, Glory and Gore
sometimes things don't work out the way you think they're going to. hardships occur and people fall apart. maybe you lost your job and you've got a mortgage to pay. maybe you're experiencing heartache from a failed relationship or from a death. maybe too many little changes are occurring all at once and it's too much to handle. it is absolute that every person has something they have gone through or are going to go through that seems chaotic and throws them into an imbalance from their 'normal' life. in those instances where you wonder 'why is this happening,' rest assured...there's a reason. at some point in your life you may find yourself trying to find an answer for why you have to endure any chaos but there are lessons to be learned and experiences to be had. for any hardship you work your way out of there is strength gained and new understandings. you can't appreciate the highs if you haven't experienced the lows. everything happens for a reason and there lies the calculation. rainbows don't exist without a little rain.