"just because i'm losing doesn't mean i'm lost" -Coldplay, Lost
heartache is the most terrible pain i have ever personally experienced. the physical and emotional emptiness that comes with it is something i would never wish upon anybody. i am certainly in an emotionally vulnerable place in my life and i feel like i'm losing. i feel like i'm tumbling and i can't see where the downhill ends and the flat portion of the ground will break this fall. but i know it's somewhere. i know that you can't be sad forever and that sometime somehow there will be a small light at the end of the tunnel. the closer you get, the more light you discover and eventually you don't feel like you're losing anymore. right now that is not foreseeable, but i know that one day i'll discover that light. and because i know it exists, i cannot feel lost. right now i'm losing, but i will never be lost.